She, with little to her name, fumbles a moment in her purse, rolls down her window, and hands money to the man with the sign she can’t read. He thanks her, and says, “God bless you.” All she understands is his smile, which she returns with a nod of her head. She rolls up her window. I place my hand on her shoulder. She smiles at me, and I at her.
And how could I have immediately known her, if not for the light.
this not a trickle but a wide-open firehose that is not meant to douse flames but to disorient the American people leaving us reeling feeling discounted disregarded overlooked overwhelmed overpowered and overthrown (overthrown?) unquestionably and categorically overthrown and now so unrecognizable my country looks far more distorted than even what I see through my wrinkled retina and make no mistake this firehose is intentional gish gallop in its inundation and devastation and
How can one stall a strategic tsunami with a spoon and a sponge?
Some of the most physically gorgeous sincere generous intelligent strongest kindest women I know — women I have the privilege of loving and being loved by —
scream.
Not with their voices
but with their color covering accent mother tongue.
They scream, Foreigner! Criminal! Unsafe! Unwelcome!
The beautiful truths in their hearts are misperceived. They are viewed as ugly lies in the eyes of the listeners who hear only what they are told to hear.
If only you knew them. If only you were willing to spend time communicating communing sharing food exchanging smiles searching their eyes tracing their hearts experiencing their generosity,
your hate and fear would shut up shut down.
Your heart and home would open expand make way.
You would hear not screams, but intelligent ideas endearing emotions liberal benevolence soothing sentiments
and you would do anything in your power to protect their lives and their hearts, and protect your relationship with them.
Her light, once shining full and bright, now dim from weeks-long dark of night. Her eyes glimpse loss of prized allies. Tear-flooded eyes say their goodbyes to those once-welcomed, now in throes of deportation, unopposed.
“Rise up!” She pleads, “to stop this man who’s changed our core in six-weeks’ span.” Maternal strength with nurturing spirit, sing your welcome! Let us hear it! Shine bright your lamp and wail your plea, “Send poor and tempest-tossed to me!”
It’s dark. I see the lit porchlight across the street. A glow shines from inside the home. For several years, there were no lights. It seemed no one lived there, but I knew better. The house used to be graced with a family. Then, only the man remained. He seldom came and went. When darkness fell, the house disappeared.
There’s something about how the light warms the snow, and how love warms the house.
She’s lived with me twenty-four years now. She loves me. She appreciates how cheerful I am, no matter what is happening in her life. Even those who visit us feel my sunny spirit. No matter her day, I know how to make her relax.
Her gait has slowed more than she likely realizes. I hear and feel her shuffle across my hardwood floors. Sometimes she seems to catch herself, and picks up her feet a while. The shuffle returns. It always returns.
More and more, I hear
pauses
as she searchers for a lost word. She often discovers the first letter, but can’t retrieve the remainder. Then sometimes I’ll hear, “All gone.” Just like her mother used to say.
My post stands at the bottom of the steps leading to the basement. It bears my weight, and the weight of her worry. Might she or someone she loves fall and hit their head on my post? What are the chances of survival?
I hear her and her husband as they contemplate their future with me. Perhaps make my guest bedroom a half-bath and laundry — eliminate the need for stairs. But it’s a part of me she admires just as I am.
She’s lived with me twenty-four years now, and hopes for twenty-four more. Maybe her husband and I can make that happen. I know he’d be on board with it. She and I are a good team, making him more cheerful and relaxed, too.