It’s dark. I see the lit porchlight across the street. A glow shines from inside the home. For several years, there were no lights. It seemed no one lived there, but I knew better. The house used to be graced with a family. Then, only the man remained. He seldom came and went. When darkness fell, the house disappeared.
There’s something about how the light warms the snow, and how love warms the house.
She’s lived with me twenty-four years now. She loves me. She appreciates how cheerful I am, no matter what is happening in her life. Even those who visit us feel my sunny spirit. No matter her day, I know how to make her relax.
Her gait has slowed more than she likely realizes. I hear and feel her shuffle across my hardwood floors. Sometimes she seems to catch herself, and picks up her feet a while. The shuffle returns. It always returns.
More and more, I hear
pauses
as she searchers for a lost word. She often discovers the first letter, but can’t retrieve the remainder. Then sometimes I’ll hear, “All gone.” Just like her mother used to say.
My post stands at the bottom of the steps leading to the basement. It bears my weight, and the weight of her worry. Might she or someone she loves fall and hit their head on my post? What are the chances of survival?
I hear her and her husband as they contemplate their future with me. Perhaps make my guest bedroom a half-bath and laundry — eliminate the need for stairs. But it’s a part of me she admires just as I am.
She’s lived with me twenty-four years now, and hopes for twenty-four more. Maybe her husband and I can make that happen. I know he’d be on board with it. She and I are a good team, making him more cheerful and relaxed, too.
Lamenting. Praying for His intervention. Seeking Him through tears that feel like they could flood my floor. I contemplate how my Jesus, co-Creator and sovereign over all of it, describes Himself as “gentle and lowly of heart.” It’s not part of who He is, it is who He is. Gentle and lowly is His driving force. It is the force behind His strength. It is His very being. I pray this for my country. I beg this for my country. May our heartbeat become gentle. Lowly. May this be our strength, who we are, and how we are known.
One man. One moment. Hearts ruptured. Lives imperiled. One swipe of a pen.
Teaching ESL (English as a Second Language) to Possible U.S. (United States) Citizens
We are too different to unite. I will never be convinced Integration is possible. I see Insurmountable hurdles. Listen: Don’t be fooled into thinking these are U.S. citizens in the making
It’s just a strainer/drain stopper for my kitchen sink. My Amazon cart fills with various designs, while my kitchen drain plugs up again and again and again. Don’t even ask me how much money I’ve wasted in total, as I don’t even bother to return them.
My drain plugs, cart fills, and garage houses many just in case models.
Meanwhile…
More than five decades ago, man went to the moon and safely returned.
Expectant couple travels far and fierce. She, full with child, atop a gentle ass. He, worried as her sighs begin to pierce, And finding there’s no room in inns they pass.
He, with no proper room to birth her child, Secures a proffered stable to take rest. The Babe comes quickly, there amidst the wild. He frees her Son, and lays Him at her breast.
The Newborn listens to the bleating sheep. The feeding trough He lies in smells of hay. His weary mother tries to get some sleep, Through rolling sounds of cry and bleat and bray.
Great throngs of angels revel in this day – In lowly trough, there lies The Truth. The Way.